If people think so, no problem.

And to comment for what has been said, it is not that I do not believe in afterlife but I said it because I did not want to make religious conflicts. Myself I am a Muslim, but my mind went to where it should not. May Allah/God be merciful

Don't feel bad. As long as you find some relief, it's fine. People can believe or not, as long as they are contend with themselves.

You're right sound2. My respects goes to you